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Fuck being tall and fuck being smart. I want to be short and stupid. Maybe then guys would wanna keep me around.

oh crap

i like him........i've gotten past the point of bored now i like him. NOOOOOOO not good. I need to somehow get out of this. He lives to far. There is no way anything could ever be good between us. I don't think we could be anything more then what we are without my feelings getting hurt.


GRRRRRRR i need to stop liking anyone i just get in trouble.

sometimes i purr

like a cat......for no reason.

i grow tired

of the situation i'm in


i know it's not gonna be anything ever

i want something fucking solid


DEAR GOD JUST GIVE ME A SIGN THAT ONE DAY I WILL BE WORTH THE WHILE TO STICK AROUND FOR!!!!!!!!
or at least someone will realize i am.......CAUSE I FUCKING AM!!!!!!!!!11



god i suck all i post in this thing are angsty horrible thoughts. i swear i'm a happy person most of the time.

ugggghhh

head ache
too much coffee
skin care in class......boring
distance problems but at the same time it's nice


i'm happy but i'm tired and want to be done with school way sooner then it's going to take :(

you lied to me

you said you never wanted to hurt me.
you never wanted to make me cry.
you wanted to be in this for the long haul.
and millions of other things i would rather not say out loud.

i don't want anymore lies.
i want the truth.
i want someone to stay just once.
i want to say i love you and hear someone else say it with just as much meaning.


apparently i can never have these things.
this does not exist for me.
it get's easier and easier to not feel every time.
i hate you

i dunno what's worse

the fact that it's over

or the fact that i know it won't ever be again



i don't think i'll be okay

fuck i need him back

my world is crumbling and i dunno what to do. i wish i could convey how strong my feelings are for him but i'm sure it would just push him away. why does this happen every time. it's bullshit i should be able to show how i feel without being afraid of scaring someone away.


can someone please just love me......just once



god damnit i'm lame

this boy is too cute

Last night he played this song for me and he said it reminded him of me. It's originally done by the smiths but i recommend the (if you wanna check it out) the ghost mice version which is the one he played. That or the anberlin version.....yes i'm that lame sometimes.




Take me out tonight
Where theres music and theres people
And theyre young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I havent got one
Anymore

Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people and i
Want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh, please dont drop me home
Because its not my home, its their
Home, and Im welcome no more

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine

Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere, I dont care
I dont care, I dont care
And in the darkened underpass
I thought oh god, my chance has come at last
(but then a strange fear gripped me and i
Just couldnt ask)

Take me out tonight
Oh, take me anywhere, I dont care
I dont care, I dont care
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I havent got one, da ...
Oh, I havent got one

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine

Oh, there is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out

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